Haunted

tangling emotions

choking out unspoken desires

wishing,

hoping,

but nothing

now, I'm tormented

haunted by the de ja vu

of the night I lost you

# haunted #

Broken Eyes

he stares at me

with those broken eyes

confused,

and lost

his face is a maze of questions

wonders, if I'm his future

if the past was nothing

but a lie

our silence is a riddle

# love is such a strong word when relationship collapsed #

Ode to my father

Dear father

My thoughts for you remains unspoken

But I will never forget all those little things

that you do to make me happy and keep me safe

You are flawless

You are the the most genuine, honest and

happiest person, I have ever known

You are such a great father to me

Your love was forever strong

I miss you, each and everyday

And I will pray for you each and everyday

May Allah will keep you safe on his side

and grant you Jannah

Until we all be together again, someday

I love you always, and forever

# Ode to my father #

# my dear father H.Abdul Djalal #

# father's day #

Broken Angel

she live with guilt and constant pain

tortured soul

forgotten

broken hearted

she is an angel with a broken wings

most genuine

honest

constantly bruised

she began to breathe

left all the hurt

took a leap

fly away with those broken wings

she live again

and show the world

even the broken can be beautiful

# an angel with the broken wings #
# show the world #
# even the broken can be beautiful #

Blinded

blinded by you

so I took a little risk

but now,

you play my heart

like a goddamn, six bullet

russian roulette

set on my head

# blinded #

Bruised

I loved you once

and I'm willing to do that

once again

# There's always reasons behind those bruised feelings # 

Hollow

she is cold coffee

without a toast

fragrance with no smell

a broken star that fell from the sky

now,

she is lonely

# hollow #

Love

I would write a million poems

then stand in the dark of your shadow

in spite of saying love

Because, darling

don't you know?

I have a bad habit of laughing

at serious moments

One thing I knew best to let you know
# poem # poetry #

You love her

and she loves him.

He loves me

but I love you.

Can you see, darling?

We all are substitute love.

# LoveFool #

The Battle

I try so hard

to fight the devil inside

even the angel cry along

while I've lost

# I am the fallen angel#

I just need more time
# the battle #

FALLEN ANGEL

I will not despair.

Just by half of my wing

I will swim across the ocean,

climb up the mountain tops

and fly high to the evening stars.

Are we all fall from heaven

to seek our way back ?

 # I am the fallen angel #

I am the Fallen Angel

Yet, you keep on asking, why am I bleeding?
# Backstabbing Story #

Secret Wish

The risk of being in love
# Story of love # True love #

You can't handle the truth, sometimes.

Soul searching
# Long enough. Strong enough #

Broken
# Story of love # True love #

You. Just you...
# My other half # Soul partner #