Saturday, 2 July 2016

an angel nor the devil

Do not confuse my kindness with stupidity,

I expect nothing and accept everything

I am not an angel nor the devil,

but I could be one of those

if you put me in chaotic mess

# The choice is yours #

Human are monster, sometimes

you may fear the darkness
and embrace all the lights
you may love summer
more than rainy days

but darling,  don't you see?

all of us are a little broken
a little crazy
and a little complicated

the only monsters that exist
are one like you and me
and they sleep inside our head

# Human are monsters, sometimes # 

my Rabb

my Rabb ...
forgive me,
for whatever sins I have
forgive me

my Rabb ...
I call out Your name
I worship You
You're my only hope

my Rabb ...
Your Love is eternal
Your Mercy is eternal
Your Justness is eternal

my Rabb ...
in my sujud
I come to You
and I found peace

# my Rabb ... #

# embracing forty #

Dying from your silent rejections

my phone is fill of silly texts

that I've never sent


even my dreams are scared

of your silent rejections

# Dying from your silent rejections #


and old soul
and complicated
a clear glass pieces,
with every color you could imagine
a satire smile, 
in the depths of those broken eyes
but look a little closer,
you'll understand that
every hue was merely an illusion

#  MePhobia # 


she talks about you
like you put the stars in the sky
she talks about you
like you paint the rainbow
in the pink sky
she loves to spark a flame
in my heart then smile
while she watches me burn

# Burn #

Saturday, 30 January 2016

Knock on the sky, my dear

knock on the sky
and listen to the sound
sounds of the falling rain
like a music to the ear

forget the hurt
the reasons we cried
and who caused us pain
don't be sad because of people

knock on the sky
and be silence
feels the entire universe inside us
let the wheel of life decide

be brave, my dear
hold my hand
lets wander
this wasteland together

# knock on the sky, my dear # 

In The Name Of Allah. The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful.

In the Name of Allah, The Most Gracious,

The Most Merciful.

Liberate my soul

Fill me with Your love

And release me from the two worlds.

If I set my heart on anything but You,

Let fire burn me from the inside

And never leave me alone, 

Oh my Rabb ...

 # Allah SWT # The One and Only God #

# In the Name of Allah. The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful #

Just for you

for you,

I would steal the stars

# I am the fallen angel #

# Just for you #

Saturday, 12 December 2015


tangling emotions
choking out unspoken desires
but nothing

now, I'm tormented
haunted by the de ja vu
of the night I lost you

# haunted #